It is not coming off, the memories that I am trying to clean..
they are deep..almost engraved and etched between,
How do I wipe them off and clear the memory slate?
past is dark, buried and I have given upon my fate,
I want to do it now, and get rid off this sulking feel..
It has killed me each day, and left me beyond heal,
I am really tired of fighting each day and rising to fail again..
Please either finish me or let me be a new name,
I don't want to remember, please erase it all..
Let me be a new me, and let the dead unwanted fall,
I hope you are listening to me and don't ignore..
it won't be fair this year, if i feel like before... :(